Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I wish you all the best, and will be happy and always smile,

Looking back on everything make me feel so


lonely, I wish I can be always your side, 


I still remember your smile I really miss you 


all the time. I wish things didn't end so soon 


and maybe there is hope for us sayang,


and turn back time as before.



No matter how much it hurts, I still love you 


sayang.A part of me needs you so much sayang,


it’s seem can’t seem let you go. 


Knowing I won't be able to see you for this


time sayang, coz you always refuse to see me. 


The way you do to me makes my heart cry out in 


pain.I can't believe you won't talk to me 


anymore, The thought makes me wanna go insane.

sayang you was my reason for waking up, my 



reason to makes me happy and For the smile you 


see on my face. Everyday I just pretending that 


am so happy but nobody knew what is inside my 


heart, going a single day without you makes me 


feel so out of place. Now I was afraid of 


opening up my day and afraid of the next day 


will comes. Whenever I see you one last time,


I'm terrified of what you may say. I know 


tomorrow will hurt me, But the tears will fade 


away. Life is too short for regrets, there will 


be a brighter day. I wish you all the 


best, and will be happy and always smile,







Tuesday, May 3, 2011





My head lays on my pillow, the room is dark and 

damp.I can’t stop thinking of you sayang,

your image totally rules my mind, my life and 

everything, Unexpectedly meting you makes me 

seechless,what a day… 

I’ll try to make conversation with 

you but I lost all the time I totally miss you, 

I try to close my eyes and sleep, but your face 

haunts my dreams.


I feel like I've been torn apart... I'm broken 

at the seams, I toss and turn,

I know I will not sleep sayang, I always 

thinking of you. Do you still think of me 

sayang? Sayang I still keep trust on you, 

you’re sweet and kind. 


It seems the clock ticks slowly, and yet our 

love went by so fast. Just where did I go wrong 

in this, how to make this love not lost? Why 

did you have to make me like this? I just don't 

understand...


I stand by my dark window. Still thinking you 

left me with not a word to say

I'm waiting for you to return to me. I feel 

like such an empty pleasure,

like I could scream aloud this night. I watch 

the seconds pass me by, the silence fills my 

heart. A tear slides down my ghostly face

and falls on to my sheets. Sayang You were a 

special part of my life that I will never 

forget, A part of my life its really make me 

happy, You gave me some happy memories that 

I'll keep in my heart,


Although sometimes I wish that you and I will 

be a part forever. I love you sayang and always 

love you.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Now I Am Crazy And Yes Its Crazy Loving You





The day we met we became instant friend’s

sayang, I had a good time and there is sweet 

memory for first day, I can see happiness on 

your cute face I’m hopping that we'd go till 

the end sayang. As the days grew longer, we 

spent more days together Our friendship became 

stronger


We'd end up being couple, I’ am so happy with 

my life, I wish I can spend time with you all 

the time, As the month have passed you leave me 

without notice I’ll try to make our 

relationship to be well, I’ll do everything 

that will make you happy, I promise to do what 

ever you ask me sayang.


You'll never understand the pain I go through. 

You won't be able to stand the truth when I 

tell you how  pain I have on my bad situation 

in life, how I going to face all the problem in 

one time, I’ll try  pretending nothing happen 

and try to get over it. You weren't there and 

you didn't care about me. But I won't leave you 

I swear.

I love you and I gives 100% trusts on you, I 

really love and I really does care our 

relationship, we’re happy before, but why this 

can be.  You'll never understand why the tears 

fall that day, I’ll try to make explanation 

it’s because my life is getting miserable but 

you won’t listen to me.


Sayang please tell me the true, be silent won’t 

be able to get settle our problem, you make me 

crazy everyday, picture of you is rule my life, 

Your my everything, I need you to be honest to 

me, I hope you understand what its means to me.

If you say that I was crazy, yes  I’ am crazy 

Love with you sayang. Crazy not because I lost 

my mind, it's because you steal my mind. I be 

crazy not because of psychological disorder, 

it's because you effect on my mood,  I be Crazy 

not because I forget all the world except u, 

it's because you make me to forget , I be crazy 

not because I forget how to smile or laugh, 

it's because you took all my happiness. I be 

crazy not because I forget how to live, it's 

because you took all my life


Yes now I am Crazy and Yes its crazy loving you





Thursday, April 21, 2011

I Miss You All The Time







In the morning when I wake up and I open my 


eyes I feel an aching in my heart that when I 


realize, how much I really miss you sayang, and 


long to have you near my heart is filled with 


sadness, and my eyes is filled with tears at 


different time throughout the day, I find I’m 


missing you sayang. I wonder if perhaps a bit 


maybe you miss me too, yesterday   went I saw 


you, I feel so happy, I just want to talk to 


you. I just want to hear your voice. I secretly 


wanted you, I wish I would have said something 


to make you happy, I just wish there was 


something I could do for you. Maybe you don’t 


like me at all, Maybe you don’t care about me 


anymore,   I call you on the phone, but you 


wont talk to me, I m feeling so low as you are 


not with me, I miss u every moment wherever I 


may be. Sayang my mind sets no where and just 


thinks about you, I wanna talk a lot with you 


but our talks are due.




My lips are trembling and calling your name, I 


cannot see you in front of me and I m going 


through this pain. I only love you, I miss you 


I really want you sayang, My heart beats gets 


faster wishing you might be here,



giving me the feel of joy, love and care. How 


much I love you is all i know,


i just feel it and I don’t want to show. I miss 


you with every beat of my heart, no doubt you 


are the only one of whom i can think about.....  




Sayang I always be here waiting 



for you, don’t Keeping me in the 



dark is hurt 



sayang… i love you 



I Miss You All The Time








In the morning when I wake up and I open my 

eyes I feel an aching in my heart that when I 

realize, how much I really miss you sayang, and 

long to have you near my heart is filled with 

sadness, and my eyes is filled with tears at 

different time throughout the day, I find I’m 

missing you sayang. I wonder if perhaps a bit 

maybe you miss me too, yesterday   went I saw 

you, I feel so happy, I just want to talk to 

you. I just want to hear your voice. I secretly 

wanted you, I wish I would have said something 

to make you happy, I just wish there was 

something I could do for you. Maybe you don’t 

like me at all, Maybe you don’t care about me 

anymore,   I call you on the phone, but you 

wont talk to me, I m feeling so low as you are 

not with me, I miss u every moment wherever I 

may be. Sayang my mind sets no where and just 

thinks about you, I wanna talk a lot with you 

but our talks are due.


My lips are trembling and calling your name, I 

cannot see you in front of me and I m going 

through this pain. I only love you, I miss you 

I really want you sayang, My heart beats gets 

faster wishing you might be here,

giving me the feel of joy, love and care. How 

much I love you is all i know,

i just feel it and I don’t want to show. I miss 

you with every beat of my heart, no doubt you 

are the only one of whom i can think about..... 


Sayang I always be here waiting 





for you, don’t Keeping me in the 




dark is hurt sayang… i love you