Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I wish you all the best, and will be happy and always smile,

Looking back on everything make me feel so


lonely, I wish I can be always your side, 


I still remember your smile I really miss you 


all the time. I wish things didn't end so soon 


and maybe there is hope for us sayang,


and turn back time as before.



No matter how much it hurts, I still love you 


sayang.A part of me needs you so much sayang,


it’s seem can’t seem let you go. 


Knowing I won't be able to see you for this


time sayang, coz you always refuse to see me. 


The way you do to me makes my heart cry out in 


pain.I can't believe you won't talk to me 


anymore, The thought makes me wanna go insane.

sayang you was my reason for waking up, my 



reason to makes me happy and For the smile you 


see on my face. Everyday I just pretending that 


am so happy but nobody knew what is inside my 


heart, going a single day without you makes me 


feel so out of place. Now I was afraid of 


opening up my day and afraid of the next day 


will comes. Whenever I see you one last time,


I'm terrified of what you may say. I know 


tomorrow will hurt me, But the tears will fade 


away. Life is too short for regrets, there will 


be a brighter day. I wish you all the 


best, and will be happy and always smile,







Tuesday, May 3, 2011





My head lays on my pillow, the room is dark and 

damp.I can’t stop thinking of you sayang,

your image totally rules my mind, my life and 

everything, Unexpectedly meting you makes me 

seechless,what a day… 

I’ll try to make conversation with 

you but I lost all the time I totally miss you, 

I try to close my eyes and sleep, but your face 

haunts my dreams.


I feel like I've been torn apart... I'm broken 

at the seams, I toss and turn,

I know I will not sleep sayang, I always 

thinking of you. Do you still think of me 

sayang? Sayang I still keep trust on you, 

you’re sweet and kind. 


It seems the clock ticks slowly, and yet our 

love went by so fast. Just where did I go wrong 

in this, how to make this love not lost? Why 

did you have to make me like this? I just don't 

understand...


I stand by my dark window. Still thinking you 

left me with not a word to say

I'm waiting for you to return to me. I feel 

like such an empty pleasure,

like I could scream aloud this night. I watch 

the seconds pass me by, the silence fills my 

heart. A tear slides down my ghostly face

and falls on to my sheets. Sayang You were a 

special part of my life that I will never 

forget, A part of my life its really make me 

happy, You gave me some happy memories that 

I'll keep in my heart,


Although sometimes I wish that you and I will 

be a part forever. I love you sayang and always 

love you.